...the calendar says Spring, but the weather says winter (or late fall at best).
...Adam has decided that sleeping through the night is for babies and would rather I hold him from 4-6am.
...Luke thinks it's funny to jump off everything, drive his brother crazy and refuse to eat what I serve him for dinner.
...I feel like I am doing a million things a day "ok" and nothing "great". I am an "ok" mom, employee, wife and friend. But I am not shining in any one area, nor am I living up to my potential in any one area. It's like I'm just "meh" at everything right now. I want to be a super star at work, a caring and fun mom, a supportive and loving wife, an attentive friend that returns phone calls/emails and rock my workouts everyday.
But right now it feels like I am just getting by on all counts.
...I can't wait for the sunshine and the fresh air (that lasts for more than 8 hours at a time!).
...I can't wait for a few great nights' sleep and maybe a date with my husband.
...I do have these cuties that don't seem to care that I am not hitting it out of the park these days. And for that I am forever grateful.
I think they are even feeling meh lately!
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